Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Something To Say

I don't know if many of you know, but my father is a lawyer representing many families in Ohio right now against whirlpool. Many children have been diagnosed with cancer near a whirlpool dumping site and my father has been working non stop to find an answer for these families. Upon reading an article where whirlpool accuses my dad of leading these families astray with false information.

You can read the article here:

http://www.toledoblade.com/Courts/2013/11/26/Lawyer-says-Whirlpool-report-skips-major-items.html

While I understand that law is a dog eat dog world, I cannot express how angry this made me. There is not a statement more false. My father has given up money, time with his own family, and his own physical (and emotional) health for those families. His own home town is very close to the area as well. I don't even live with my family right now and I know the commitment my father gives to each and every one of his cases, especially this one. 

Of course my father has been accused of many things that are completely false, but I couldn't let this one slide by. While I know not many people who are concerned with this case will read this, I had to say something.

Not only has my father given up so much just to bring justice for this family, he has done it so many times before. He is in the Top 100 Trial Lawyers of The American Trial Lawyers, is a platinum member of the The Verdict Club for Premier Trial Lawyers and is a member the Million Dollar and Multi-Million Dollar Advocates Forum for having both verdicts and settlements in the EIGHT( yes, thats in the 10,000,000 range ) figure range. He was the lead attorney in the Crandall Canyon Mine Disaster, where several Spanish speaking families only had a voice because of my father. He was also the lead attorney in the Guatemalan Air Disaster, where several service missionaries from Utah, Illinois and Guatemala were killed and injured in a defective airplane. 


I have witnessed first hand how much hope and peace my father has brought these families. It's not an ordinary man who can divulge himself in so much loss and grief and violence and death and come out strong, with only a desire to help. My father does not enjoy this, trust me. He does not selfishly find ways to cheat others for money. He does not view cases as cash, but as people who need help. 

People often describe lawyers as sharks. You hear lawyer jokes all the time about lawyers being greedy and harsh and downright evil. Never ONCE in my life have I felt this way about my father, and I've been a teenage girl. EVERY teenage girl thinks of her parents as harsh or evil once in there lives, but not me. My father, to me, is one of the kindest men I've ever met. I'm so lucky to have been given a chance to witness that first hand. While he might always be home, I also know that he's somewhere helping a family that isn't as fortunate as ours. And while I might miss him constantly, I'm filled with pride when I think of the sacrifices he makes.





Whether or not whirlpool is to blame for these unfortunate circumstances, I know my father has pretty much risked everything to find answers. I don't look up to anyone more than my father, because he is the most selfless, giving, and devoted person I know. The only one who could battle this is maybe my mother.

In the coming findings in the case, and hopefully answers for these families, I pray that my fathers dedication pays off and people can recognize his pure heart and strong will.

Wednesday, August 14, 2013

New York City - Open Jar Institute

In January this year, I was walking out of my choir class when a poster taped to my teacher's window caught my eye. Centerpointe Legacy Theater was holding auditions for The Pyramid Prize: a $2,000 scholarship to a week-long broadway intensive camp in New York City in the summer. Uh, yeah SIGN ME UP. So I called, set up an audition time, and went in having no idea the impact it would have on me.

At the audition, I met Jeff Whiting and James Gray, the first who seemed very nice and welcoming, and the other who scared me to absolute death. I sang my song, danced the dance, and walked away without the Pyramid Prize. I felt really good about my audition, but I thought that was that, and I forgot all about it.

Then, in March, I received an invoice from Open Jar Institute. What? I didn't receive an acceptance email. I didn't even know the audition for the scholarship was also an audition for the program. I got excited, but I was cautious because I wasn't sure if I was accepted or not. But, after exchanging a few emails with the amazing Andrew Joy and confirmed it: I WAS IN. 

AHHH! OH MY GOSH! THIS IS INSANE! IM SO HAPPY! IM SO LUCKY! So many things ran through my head, and most of them were shock and disbelief, but after those, came the dread: I didn't win the scholarship. Apparently the scholarship was only offered to the students who would attend high school the 2013-2014 year. I wasn't even in the running, but they let me audition for the institute without considering me for the scholarship. 

Crap. I don't have $2,000 for tuition, plus $600 more for the hotel, and who knows how much more for plane tickets. And I was leaving for college that year too, which means there was NO way I was going to be able to afford it. My parents and I both agreed that while it was such an amazing opportunity, it was simply too much.

Then April.

Oh April. I miss you. Letters from colleges come streaming in. Accepted! Accepted! Accepted! I felt so great about myself, and even better when I started received letters offering scholarships. Southern Utah University, a $3,000 scholarship. Uh, yeah, ok! $3,000 sounds awesome, thanks very much.

Normally, my parents would cover my tuition costs. They did for my sister, they did for my brother. But now I could pay for it myself. And all of a sudden, my parents had $3,000 they were planning on spending on me that they didn't need to anymore. Funny, that's around the same amount that Open Jar would cost.

:)

I emailed Andrew. I couldn't believe. The offer still stood. So now I'd made two decisions: I was going to Open Jar, and I was going to Southern Utah University. I was so excited. I spent nights looking up everything I could about Open Jar. I prepared a resume, I prepared headshots, I prepared my auditions. I thought I was prepared for anything.

I wasn't even close. The experience I had at Open Jar was beyond my wildest dreams. I don't even think I'll be able to convey it in this post. But I'm gonna try, because I would recommend it to ANYONE. It was so worth it. It was life-changing. So here it goes.


My flight left around 8:00 am Sunday morning, August 4th. I slept the entire time. I woke up twice, both times with drool on the side of my face and my mouth wide open, my head tilted all the way back. It was embarrassing. And hilarious. I got off the plane, and headed to baggage claim. That's where I met up with this beautiful face.
My awesomely amazing sister. Her mission president was kind enough to let me tag along with her and her companion for the day. So, we took the bus to her appointment. I showed her everything I could on that bus ride, via my iPhone. The families Instagram accounts ( and yes, that includes Beyonce's ), all of my photos, the parents facebook accounts, and then sending everyone a snapchat similar to the picture above.

We showed up at her appointment, and it was amazing. Although I didn't understand almost anything anyone said, I could tell Britny was in her element, and that the family LOVED her. She hasn't changed much, she still is super weird. Unfortunately, I had to be at the hotel by six for check in, so I had to go :( I cried as my taxi drove away, but I was so happy to even get half the day with her.

Traffic was REALLY bad into the city, and so I showed up to the Sheraton pretty late. I had no idea where I was going, and so I went to the front desk and got my room key, went up to my room, and no one was there.

Crap. I had no idea where to go. NO NO NO NO NO. Then, miraculously, my roommate came in.
Enter Haley Wawro. I recognized her, because she's from Orem, Utah, and she commented on my post saying I was from Utah as well. Turns out we both had arrived late, but she knew where to go. So we show up to the welcoming meeting late. There we first met a lot of people I became extremely close with over the week, but we'll get to them later.
So after the meeting, we had the rest of the night to ourselves, so Haley and I went to Times Square, and Lawrence Mezza ended up tagging along as well. When we went to the M&M store, they had little kids taking pictures with the blue M&M, and we were all wearing blue, so obviously we had to take a picture. Awesome.

The next day, we were up by 8:30, which is practically a miracle for me. We were in an actual NYC studio for breakfast at 9:30, and started classes at 10. Then, 3 hours of intensive dance, acting, or singing classes. We'd have an hour break for lunch, then 2 more hours of class. Then, we'd have an hour to get ready for dinner, then at 5 we met at Dave and Busters for food and games.
Enter Mattie Jo Cowsert. THIS GIRL. She lives my dream life. She moved to New York a little bit ago, and has since then lived a collaboration of Gossip Girl and Smash. She has all these friends in the upper east side, but also auditions for broadway musicals. We spent most of that first night at Dave and Busters, and she totally got SCREWED out of the double jackpot that she won.

The second day went much like the first. Woke up, intensive classes, an hour to get ready, and then to dinner at Hurley's that night. Right after dinner, we went to Matilda.
Enter Lauren Sawyer and Sonia Goldberg. I had met them that first night, because they were my roommates as well, but we hadn't really hung out until this night. Sonia is from Chicago, and has an adorable boyfriend who for some reason thought it was funny that Haley and I were Mormon. Lauren looks like a 9 year old but has the humor of a 21 year old. I became insanely close with both of them over the week.
Ya'll. This musical. By far the best musical I've ever seen in my life. Hilarious, Surprising, and the entire cast was INCREDIBLY talented. There wasn't a moment of it where I wasn't enthralled. GO BUY THE SOUNDTRACK RIGHT NOW. I loved it. UGH. So good.

So after the show Sonia and I wanted some cheesecake, and so we went to Junior's, a popular restaurant next door to the theater.
Enter Megan Hawley. Megan, like me, is a MASSIVE Doctor Who fan, so we got along instantly. We probably annoyed everyone around us because we were fangirling like nobody's business. So great.


SUCH good cheesecake. YUM.

The next day went the same. Every day, we were learning different dances from different musicals. We learned one from Pippin, Memphis, a 20's number from a musical I can't remember, and one from a musical that hasn't come out yet. SO. MUCH. FUN.
That night we saw Cinderella, which Haley LOVED. I'm pretty sure she's a disney princess but hasn't found out yet.
We both bought water bottles, which were PERFECT, but I left mine the last night we were there. :(
It rained SO MUCH while we were there, so I bought the CUTEST umbrella on the street for only $10. AWESOME. I wish it rained here in Utah more often, because I loved it so much.
ZACHARY LEVI IS IN A MUSICAL THAT OPENED WHILE WE WERE THERE. PERFECT. He's beautiful. The musical is called First Date, and I have to see it, because he's perfect.
The next night we saw Kinky Boots, which if I'm honest, I was too pysched about. But after watching it, I can honestly say I enjoyed it. There wasn't anything too raunchy, and it actually had a really great message. Also, a man did a backflip into the splits in heels, so IMPRESSIVE.

Outside of Kinky Boots, was a vendor who sold NUTELLA CREPES in a little holder so you can just walk down the street and eat a Nutella crepe. BEST. DAY. EVER.



 The last day was the Showcase. Remember James Gray, the guy I told you I was scared of? By the end of the week, I loved him. He was so inspiring and so talented. He's such a great teacher and I hope I get to work with him again. Ugh.
After the showcase, I took Haley on her first subway ride. What'd she have to say about it?
"It's hot in here."
The very last night we went to Pippin, which was A LOT more raunchier than expected. I felt pretty uncomfortable in most scenes, which was sad, but overall was a very entertaining show, and really impressive.


WE MET PATINA MILLER.
The next day, we checked out of the hotel :( Haley had an early flight, but Lauren, Sonia and I went to Central Park for a final hurrah before we parted ways. It was a lot of fun but also really sad.
I miss New York so much. I miss all the friends I made and the amazing experience I had. I wouldn't have replaced it for the world.

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Doctor Who

Let's get one thing straight: I am a nerd. Always have, always will be. Despite the world's best efforts, I'm an awkward girl. I prefer books to dates. I like to having Star Wars marathons on my saturdays alone in my room rather than go tan on the beach. I pin Harry Potter quotes on Pinterest rather than clothes. I'd rather watch the British version of Sherlock than the United States. AND THE MOST IMPORTANT: Doctor Who is pretty much my life.

It's sort of like some girls with boys. If someone wants to talk about boys, girls are all over that. If someone mentions Doctor Who to me, I start crying and have a panic attack. I sound like I'm being overdramatic, but this show is like a trigger for me. I spend to much time dwelling on it, I go to a loony place.

It sounds like its a bad influence on me, but it's not like that at all. It's sort of like I'm two different people. There is the functioning, normal, boring Brooke, and then there is the Smeagol me: obsessive, emotional, and sort of creepy. Doctor Who is my precious.

Alright, I should give you a short history of Doctor Who. Doctor Who is a British science fiction TV show on the BBC (British Broadcasting Company), and can be watched in the US on BBCAmerica. The show is about The Doctor and his companions. The Doctor is a Time Lord - a time traveling alien who looks like a human. He travels throughout space and time facing foes such as the Daleks, the Cybermen, and other various alien races.

The show originally aired in 1963, ran for 26 seasons, and then ended. Then, in 2005, producer Russell T. Davies revived it, and since then has 7 series (seasons). Because of it's long history, the Doctor has been played by 11 different actors. As a Time Lord, the Doctor has the ability to regenerate his body when near death. The most recent Doctor, Matt Smith, has announced he is leaving and casting for the 12th Doctor is currently being held.

If you want to read more, you can at
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Doctor_Who

Alright, enough of that. I was introduced to Doctor Who last year, and ever since then I've been hooked. My personal favorite Doctor is David Tennant, who played the 10th Doctor, often just referred to as Ten by Doctor Who fans. David Tennant is Barty Crouch Jr. in Harry Potter, look him up. Anyways, the thing is, I read over what I've written and it doesn't even cover Doctor Who. It sounds completely different.

So here is a proper description: A lovable but lonely time traveler breaks your heart bit by bit but still finds time for you to fall in love with him all the same. He turns into your brother, your best friend, your crush, your love, your worst enemy, and a complete stranger.

You might think I'm crazy, how much I love this stupid show. But it's sort of like when you meet a friend of a friend. The way your friend describes them, they sound not really "you", and you don't have much of an interest. But once you get to know them, you can't remember what your life was like without them.







watch it.
you won't regret it.
its on netflix.
do it.

Friday, February 8, 2013

Long Term To Do List.

There are a lot of things I want to do with my life. Sometimes, randomly, I think of something I want to do and I'll forget it a moment later. All of these things pile together and it's hard to remember all of them. So what to do? Make a Bucket List of course!

1. Own a Golden Cocker Retriever. They stay puppies forever.
This is a full grown Golden Cocker Retriever. ADORABLE.

2. Get to 140 lbs. and STAY THERE. FOREVER. Seriously. I need to get there before I am 19. That's the goal. It will happen?

3. Get married to a loving, cute, quirky, tall, temple worthy man. :)

4.. Have four children. Of course I will be forever happy with whatever God gives me, but my ideal situation would be boy-girl twins, then a girl, and then another boy. 

5. Visit every country in Europe.

6. Live outside of the US.

7. Dye my hair brown. I am so scared to do this and it will probably take me a couple of years to get up the courage, but I need to do it. Just to see what its like.

8.Audition for one Broadway musical. If I'm honest, it has always been a dream of mine, but the realistic side of me has shot that dream down... :) but I just want to do it for the experience.

9.Road Trip with Friends across the country. Spend the night in Motel 6's and take pictures by boring things!!!!!!

10. Try to convince my dad to not make us cremate him/drop him off to be eaten by Polar Bears when he is old and insane.

I am convinced I can do everything on this list. Someday.